implusiveness, decisions

It’s the start of dec and mine wasn’t so great to start with.. After getting results was bad.. Failed my stats for the second time.. Failed another subject as well.. I’m angry at myself because I know that I can do it.. I like that subject but why did I still fail? After some consideration I decided to switch schools.. Some might say I’m finding the easy way out.. What happened to never giving up.. I didn’t give up.. I am still pursuing my path just that in another school.. I didn’t give up my stats but I still failed.. I won’t want to waste my parents money anymore.. So I rather go to another school where the price would be similar if I continue and hope I can manage better..

Throughout this period.. I have seen who are the ones you can trust on who are the ones that truly care for me.. Not forgetting my family especially.. It makes me feel guilty because they didn’t scold me but instead told me not to worry.. I feel like I’m letting them down.. I may not express myself much or openly but my family is important to me and I love them.. The bf too.. Despite trying not to be a spoiler on this birthday he still can sense it and is being very understanding.. Even offer to yang me if I really cannot make it.. Haha..

I tend to take things or the people around me for granted and always doing things on impulsiveness I really need to change this habit and cannot have the hack care attitude..

For the past semester after failures and failures I didn’t know what I was studying and what was I doing in school.. I hope it won’t happen again and I can be more focused in what I do..

hmmmm

Hmm.. It’s been long since I’ve blogged… Shall try and make the habit to blog though.. Recently have been quite busy… Work is ok.. Hoping to hit my target… Birthday is making me stress.. Need to think of many things to be done.. Excited as well… Looking forward to my cake… Think to think of ways that guests doesn’t feel bored as confirm have different groups of friends… And I’m so broke now:( and pay day only comes on the 15th.. Sucks hmm.. Shall try to sleep now.. Nitey nitez

Life

Ok haven’t been blogging much at all..

Perhaps I should blog more often and not be lazy at all..

People change.. and so am I..

Perhaps I’m not the Cheryl you use to know anymore…

When we deal with changes in life we too change with those changes..

hmm… roster not out yet.. wonder where I’ll be this month…

Hopefully back to MPG? hehe

Recently sign facial package… hmm because of this kanna said..

Maybe I was just too impulsive but I know what I’m doing…

School is starting soon.. Another path of new changes..

I hope to be discipline to study and excel well..

Always talk no action is very bad!

Jia you Jia you! hehe shall blog again soon!

random rants

Since long since I ever blog.. Since now I have the time better blog… Been busy these few days but I’m happy to be busy… I think that it is a good change for me… Never regretted changing brand.. Cos I feel more motivated and discipline to go work.. Haha… Sundown is coming and I haven’t started training… Dunno how.. Hopefully can survive that day!!

I always enjoy bus rides because I get to observe the people the things around during the journey.. Just like just now I saw a blanga worker lying on the pavement around the grass patch.. Makes me wonder if he is alive or actually he is sleeping… Then I saw this old man riding his bicycle up slope on a grass patch… Makes me admire him for his peserverance because it’s not easy for one to ride upslope and somemore it is on grass…

Hahaha alrights enough of my rantings.. Hope everyone have a good day today!

Am glad to have my friends and people around me to be always there for me!

blog back

Alright I realize it’s been long since I ever blog.. Maybe should stick back to wordpress since I have the wordpress application.. Don’t waste ma right? Hahaha alrights life has been gd lately.. I couldn’t ask for more… Just thankful for what I have now.. Hehe.. Today I woke up at 3.15pm yes it’s 3.15pm I couldn’t believe it when I saw the time..it’s been long since I ever woke up at this timing and the feeling was great… Feel so refreshed..hahaha sleep debt paid.. Lol… And now I can’t slp lol.. Hahahahaha.. Oh wells.. Hope schedule faster come out.. Need to save $$$$ hahahaahaa

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haha.. I think I am changing back to blogger..
though I think I will keep wordpress for my boring rantings.. =)

Change back to blogger?

Hmm am comtemplating to change back to blogger..
Yes or No? HMmmmmmmmmmmmmm

fujistu in hospital

my dear fujistu is in hospital.. hope it gets well soon..
haha.. met up with see min to go fujistu today
I think I’m quite weird..
haha.. I like to observe people..
observe a few interesting people when going to and coming back home…
haha…
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