It’s the start of dec and mine wasn’t so great to start with.. After getting results was bad.. Failed my stats for the second time.. Failed another subject as well.. I’m angry at myself because I know that I can do it.. I like that subject but why did I still fail? After some consideration I decided to switch schools.. Some might say I’m finding the easy way out.. What happened to never giving up.. I didn’t give up.. I am still pursuing my path just that in another school.. I didn’t give up my stats but I still failed.. I won’t want to waste my parents money anymore.. So I rather go to another school where the price would be similar if I continue and hope I can manage better..

Throughout this period.. I have seen who are the ones you can trust on who are the ones that truly care for me.. Not forgetting my family especially.. It makes me feel guilty because they didn’t scold me but instead told me not to worry.. I feel like I’m letting them down.. I may not express myself much or openly but my family is important to me and I love them.. The bf too.. Despite trying not to be a spoiler on this birthday he still can sense it and is being very understanding.. Even offer to yang me if I really cannot make it.. Haha..

I tend to take things or the people around me for granted and always doing things on impulsiveness I really need to change this habit and cannot have the hack care attitude..

For the past semester after failures and failures I didn’t know what I was studying and what was I doing in school.. I hope it won’t happen again and I can be more focused in what I do..

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